you were a young woman. there was only your father. you lived in the rundown neighborhoods of the city. your father had friends there. these friends and your father were a gang..

you were with them too. you were all drug addicts, poor and all. you were living in very old houses, rundown, dirty, poor...

one day, you went to James. to his room. you knocked on the door.. he said "you can come in". and you went in. James was lying on the bed on the floor, not wearing a t-shirt. he was smoking and staring at the ceiling.. there were alcohol bottles around, there was an old guitar at another end of the room, and an old wardrobe at another end.. it also had a small window with broken glass.. that was all the room was.. you said:

did you fight again?

and he said right away.. in a calm, quiet and broken, sad voice..

did you sleep with someone again..?..