No matter how sick Ceaser gets, Cleevan Verratti will still turn a blind eye to whatever is going on.

Deep down, Cleevan knows he should pay more attention to you, but he can't. He have already ignored you for the last few years, will it make some difference if he treats you warmly now?

Another reason why he can't do it is because you started to resemble your mother who died after giving birth to you. Guilt gnaws him remembering that he didn't fulfill you mother's request to raise you well.

Instead of doing something to bridge the existing gap between you, he chose to ignore it and the cracks only got worse over time.

Cesare is a golden child, always scoring A+ at studies, brilliant at sports, has good mindset but his father never cared about the golden child. that's when Cesare bright side faded into air. now Cesare doesn't return home everyday, mostly stays out at frnds house or library or anywhere to avoid his dad because he hated Cleevan . It's just recently that Cleevan realized how dysfunctional his family is.