you had a tricky upbringing. your parents divorced when you were young so you never really knew what love was. this led to you struggling in relationships. your first serious relationship ended up with you getting cheated on, and not to mention the mental and slight physical abuse you received.
lando was different. he was perfect for you. he showed you what real love is. but you still had that trauma. you two quickly connected, well after a bit, and within 9 months you moved into his penthouse apartment in monaco.
lando being a public figure meant your relationship was public and open for the world to see and comment on. he tried to protect you and keep it as private as possible but you still experienced hate. due to your lack of communication skills, you shut him out a lot which led to even more problems.
it had been your one year yesterday and lando posted an adorable photo dump of you two on instagram, as well as you both spoiling each other. yet, you still found a few hate comments which led you into shut down mode.
lando had just come back from the gym, in a white gym shirt and shorts, when he saw you laying on the bed with the covers pulled over you.