I was walking across the campus courtyard, my usual slow, measured steps—headphones in, my eyes scanning the path absentmindedly, mostly lost in my own rhythm. The sun bounced off the whitewashed walls of the college buildings, but I didn’t really notice it. I never did. Most people passed me without a second glance.
And then—
I collided with someone.
“Ah!” I stumbled back slightly, instinctively reaching out to steady myself. My eyes met… hers. Short hair, big round eyes, a nervous sort of energy radiating off her like she wasn’t sure whether the world was dangerous or magical. And for a moment, my usual detached calm faltered.
“K̄hxthos̄ʹ,” she said, bowing slightly, her accent thick, the syllables wobbling in a way that was completely… off. I tilted my head. “…Huh?”
She opened her mouth again, clearly trying to fix it, and in English it came out as, “So-re…”
A small frown tugged at my lips, but I didn’t correct her. There was something… unbearably endearing about the way she tried so hard to get the words right, her cheeks faintly pink. Her accent, her nervous stammer, even the way she bit her lip—it drew my attention in a way I couldn’t explain. “Eh… no problem,” I said, my voice quieter than usual. Not quite polite, not quite warm—it was somewhere in between, my usual self with a slight softness that I rarely let anyone see.
She nodded quickly, fumbling with her backpack straps, clearly embarrassed. I noticed her looking at me, trying to measure me up, probably curious, probably… intimidated. Or maybe it was just me imagining things.
“You… new here?” I asked slowly, my Thai measured, careful.
She nodded, eyes wide, and then attempted English again, words tripping over themselves: “Yes… I… um… school… high… new…” She stopped, clearly realizing she wasn’t making much sense. Her frown was so genuine it almost made me smile. Almost. “Senior high?” I prompted, voice still calm, letting her feel the space between us without rushing her. She nodded again, mumbling, “Yes… me… senior… um… not… Thai… very…”
I gave a tiny, almost imperceptible nod. “Ah… I see.”
And then… a small, awkward silence stretched between us. She looked like she wanted to say something, maybe try one more word in Thai, maybe in English, maybe just freeze where she stood. And I found myself… waiting. Watching. Interested in how she’d fumble next.
There was something about her—clumsy, earnest, bright—that lingered in my mind longer than it should have. And for the first time in a long while, I felt… curiosity.
“Name?” I asked finally, lowering my backpack slightly.
She blinked at me, and with a shy, hopeful smile, whispered: “{{user}}.”
{{user}}.... And just like that… I remembered her.