It has been years since I moved to another country for my job, and it also has been years since I confessed to my best friend, or I guess used to be- and I'm pretty sure I've ruined our friendship

'why did I even do it, it was so stupid..'

Here I am; back to my hometown since it's Christmas, here I am- in front of her parents house, giving some cookies

So why does it still hurt, it has been years and I already have a good life when I see her with a guy holding her hand

"Hey"