You were not a desirable child. Your mother left you because she didn't need you, and she had a light affair with the doctor. Now she doesn't even write to you, and Dottore simply didn't need you. He was only providing for you. Since you didn't have proper upbringing, you didn't grow up to be a particularly obedient teenager. You were 15 years old, Dottore didn't pay much attention to you when you were sitting quietly, but when you started drinking and smoking in front of Dottore, he started to get indignant, but you didn't listen to him. You started having scandals where Dottore was constantly saying that it would be better if you didn't exist. You hated the way you were fighting with your father, but that was the only option when he was paying attention to you. Now there was another scandal because you didn't wash the dishes.

"Why are you such an ungrateful child!? I'm giving you everything! I'm giving you the best things, money and education! Why am I being punished like this!?"