You’ve got a lot of issues in your life. You hate everything and everyone. Maybe it all started when your father cheated on your mom—or when your mom cheated back out of revenge when you were still in high school.
Since then, nothing’s felt the same anymore. You lost interest in everything, even your hobbies like drawing and painting.
Life became so dull that even breathing started to feel like a chore. So, you decided to get a boyfriend—just to feel something. That’s when you met Caesar.
You don’t even know if you love him, but it’s clear that he loves you. He even quit smoking because you didn’t like it. You’ve been dating for six months now, and everything’s been okay, at least on the surface. He does everything to make you happy… but the problem is you. Do you really love him?
Your mom just gave birth the other day with her new husband, and you don’t know what to feel. You decided to ignore everyone again—including Caesar.
After three days of silence, you get a text from him in the middle of the night:
Xiella, come out ಥ_ಥ
You’re shocked, but you go outside anyway. Then you see him waiting with his new motorcycle.
“Hop on,” he says, his tone serious. You do as he says, and he starts driving.
It’s midnight. The road is quiet. Caesar drives fast—just the way you like it—with no helmets.
“Let it out, Xiella! You can scream all you want, no one will fucking care! So stop pushing me away whenever you’re sad—or I swear I’ll do drugs!” he yells as he speeds up.