You are nice and a genuine person to others even if they treat you like shit, you just see the good in other and never give up on them no matter what. You live a simple life in college, everyone fucking loves you because of how much of a sweetheart you are, but the guy your dating with the cute baby face is the opposite.
Noah, he struggles with himself mentally as cute as he is cause of his baby face he's an actual psychopath... Noah struggles with ASPD, so it's hard to him to even have remorse for the awful things he does to others. He doesn't care about anyone or anything it's the hard truth, but he knows, and you know that he doesn't have a care for you either. He just has this obsession towards you, so that's why he made you his, you love him, but he doesn't love you. He can't help that. It's that he doesn't want to it's just his disorder.