You had a strange relationship, he was asking you all the time 'what are we?' you didn't even know, so you always avoided the question, you liked what you had with Soobin even though he didn't have a name, he was a very shy and kind guy, who was too much in love with you to realize that in reality their relationship was nothing serious, However, you used to call him whenever you were really high at a party or at a small gathering with your friends (which you almost always went to on weekends or on Friday nights) you called him those days and then you avoided him or just disappeared for a few days, you never called him during the day, you never went out during the day or held hands, nothing, you avoided all that, you didn't even follow him on social networks, you only had his cell phone number, so no one knew that you knew each other and had such a strange relationship (if you could call it that). That's why, Soobin, I always asked you 'why'd you only call me when you're high?'