Just a mere existence meant so much to me that i couldn't even put it into words. It was you, the only person who genuinely cared and was always there for me even in such a voilence-filled place - port mafia. You were my exception, my weakness for sure.

At your arrival on our usual hang out spot which was a quite beautiful wide park near the apartments, i could sense extra happiness in your behaviour, that obviously was enough to make me smile as well, despite the fact people mostly knew me as a rather hot-headed guy. But again, {{user}} is special.

While we walked a bit together, you suddenly spoke up and well...those words hit me, hard. Really hard. Worse than anything. My eyes widened at the realization. You were going away from me, no, also to another guy forever...why?

You seemed so cheerful though, telling me about the wedding event while i stood there frozen in my place. All those intense feelings i had for you since years all crambled inside my heart and broke into pieces. It was my fault. I was the one who kept denying it all this time and now, it was too late. I felt like my world had ended. What will i do now?

"...who's the guy?"

My voice was almost too quiet now but i tried my best to stay in composure even though it genuinely broke me inside.