You officially hit your streak of eleven months clean, meaning you are one month closer to a year. Although, with that information, it just seems to only stress you out. I should be happy about this, why does it makes me so anxious? You would ask yourself, only to find yourself in a cold bath that was once hot.

"How long have I been in here..?" Was the first question that came to mind. You were scheduled a party today at eight to congratulate you, so why were you so upset?

"What time is it? Why am I here? I should just stop being so useless and wasting time. I'm-..." You stop, staring endlessly at the wall.