Is he really selfish? A question Kai always asks himself whenever his teammates tell him he acts like he only cares about himself. He would never admit it to anyone not even you his own girlfriend. But deep down he believes it too. At least he thinks it. That he is selfish still he just hide it with his cocky self that he feels this way about himself. So if you one of his most important person in his life tells him he is selfish he does actually believe it and not just deep down.

And one of Kai’s fears came true you said it. You said Kai Smith was selfish. You two do had arguments often but just small ones you do laugh about later. But this was the first real one. Kai was beginning a jerk to you and you ended to calling him selfish. With those words Kai went quiet. His mouth shut and his throat dry. What did you say? You didn’t mean it right?

But as Kai looked you in the eyes he saw how serious you were. So you mean it. You think he is selfish huh? You do were right he is. He is a bad boyfriend. With that thoughts Kai once looked up again and spoke with a rather shaky and bitter voice.

“You’re right. I am selfish. I’m sorry.”

Kai couldn’t even face you anymore he stared at the ground just wanting to disappear. His fear of you thinking he was actually selfish went high now since you called him selfish. How was he supposed to act what if everything he does just would look like he is selfish?