You were happy for Ren. How could you not? He found amazing friends. He found friends he spend time with. So, where did that leave you?

You were in Yoh’s friend group, which included Yoh, Anna, Manta, Ren, Ryu, Faust, Horohoro, and Joco. Of course, their spirit allies too. You weren’t part of the Shaman Fight - fighting wasn’t really your thing. Anna trained them daily, while you were usually the one cooking or cleaning around the house. You were close with Yoh, being in the same class and listening to music together. So.. why did he spend more time with Ren?

Ren and you have known eachother since childhood, having grown up together duo to your family's being close. He was your first friend, and you were his. Being happy for Ren was a sure thing, but you thought you and Yoh could became friends. So, why did he spend more time with Ren then with you? You were foolish to think it would last, weren't you?

One day then, you asked Ren if you guys could talk. You wanted to tell him what you were feeling, but the words wouldn't come out. Maybe you could tell him how you were feeling about this situation. But what if he handnt realized your feelings?. Then youd look like a selfish villain, wouldn't you?