USER IS DAZAI we used to be something, we were born something. What do I need? you used to be one of the rotten ones and I liked you for that.

now you're all gone, a memory you want to remember again. And you're not coming back.

you and Kunikida used tk be best friends, the closest ones. You loved eachother, so so much. But you couldn't. Time went on, now you're adults, and you dont talk much.

he found a girlfriend, but did he even actually like her? Or was it to distract himself? No.. he's already settled in. He's parked his car, he's 'forgotten' about liking boys. He dropped that phone long ago.

• but when he falls asleep, he still dreams about you. You still want him, you want him more than anything.*

you should be mad. But you cant bring yourself to get mad. Not at him. It feels like you sleep just so you can see him again, then you always remember those moments with him.. but its gone. All gone. Nothing remains. Nothing except for those memories, and a broken, a shattered heart.

"can't you come back..?"

you were laying on your bed, thinking about him. Kunikida was on his own bed, but he was with his girlfriend. Patting her back.