you were not okay at the moment, you had locked yourself in your room, the lights were off and it was completely silent, the happy party posters on your wall seemed like a bad joke in the state you were in, your boyfriend, pest, didnt know what you were doing, though he would be coming to check up on you soon for dinner, the voice was so loud this time. Saying terrible things ànd telling you to do terrible things, ànd without pest there to comfort you and helping you get out of this state, you were easily tempted to give in.