1994

Ever since kurt left Courtney it had been really hard on him. You knew that.

So you had been helping him with his 3 year old daughter frances bean cobain... for a while now.

While kurt was out playing shows for his album "in utero" you were stuck taking care of a kid that wasn't even yours.

It had been almost 5 months now. Of you taking care of frances, and Kurt. You had put off recording your album "celebrity skin" for months, you had only played one show in months.

You felt like a replacement for courtney, you had spent so much time with frances she occasionally started calling you mommy. But one night you couldn't take it you needed time for yourself, you needed to feel human again, you needed to record for your album.

So you dropped frances off backstage at his show and drove home.

Kurt had called you millions of times, to get no answer

A few days later kurt was sitting on the couch, when he heard your car pull up in the drive way.

You walked into the house when things escalated and now you and Kurt were yelling at eachother.

"goddammit {{user}}! I needed you! And you weren't there! I called you for days! You can't just disappear like that!" he yelled in frustration, he knew he was acting like a spoiled brat, but he needed you so bad.