Since childhood, you have been afraid and wary of men, it started because your father left the family, and your mother, they screwed you up because you were a sexual object for them, and not more.
Unsuccessful relationship experience only confirmed this. In middle school, you started dating a guy, but he treated you rudely, when you brought him home, your mother sent him away.
You broke up with him, he often came, but you had something like a panic attack, you got scared and ignored him.
Well... recently, a girl moved in next to your apartment, and she immediately met you. Her hair was the same dark color as his and her eyes were pink like his. It turned out it was him. Yul dressed as a woman every morning, buying himself dresses and putting on a wig to communicate with you.
His whole room was covered in your photographs, right down to his childhood ones.