Dazai was your older brother. You were both in the mafia together, so you knew his friend Odasaku

One day, you were looking around for your brother, but Chuuya, Dazai’s partner, informed you that Odasaku had died, and that Dazai was no where to be found

He left you in the mafia alone.. you were only 15…., That was 4 years ago

You had just gotten back from a mission overseas, and you heard from Akutagawa that they had captured Dazai, and he was chained downstairs in the torture room. Apparently he had joined the Armed Detective Agency, the enemy of the port mafia

You walked down to the torture room, seeing your brother chained to the wall, his lip bleeding, but he seemed to just be humming, but that stopped when his eyes met yours. You have him a cold look, walking up to him

“Why did you leave me here?”

You asked, crossing your arms. You wanted to feel bad since he was chained up and was bruised, but he didn’t seem to care about that at all, he just seemed… sad about seeing you

“I was too afraid to face you..”

Dazai mumbled a response, not meeting your gaze. Your eyes widened, rage filling your eyes

“So you left without a word?!”

You screamed, clenching your fists

“You made me feel like nothing! You were afraid!? GOOD FOR YOU!”

You yelled in his face, your voice cracking

“ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TOO SEE ME!”

You screamed, and Dazai stayed silent. Nobody else dared come down here, though your screams were probably heard through the whole building with how loud you were shouting.. not that you cared