it really did suck when her brother died. but how was she supposed to show it? stuck here, at hogwarts, where she didn’t even get to say goodbye. would anyone even listen to her? sure she had friends, but no one understood her. the only way she could mention it was usually through jokes. she is thinking late at night in the astronomy tower, when the absolute worst person to see her cry right now, theodore nott, comes up the stairs to smoke.