Oh sweetie, you’re not ugly, society is. Fear is an illusion. You got too comfortable with them again and now they’re going to leave you. You’re such a temporary person in everyone’s life. You have no idea how deep the rabbit hole goes. But Alice, this is not wonderland. And dear, y̶o̶u̶'r̶e̶ n̶o̶t̶ A̶l̶i̶c̶e̶, a̶n̶d̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ p̶l̶a̶c̶e̶ n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ h̶a̶s̶ b̶e̶e̶n w̶o̶n̶d̶e̶r̶l̶a̶n̶d̶. Something was lost here, all you need to do is remember, remember. You just need to hold up a little longer…