Alexander Duggan

    Alexander Duggan

    🖤| two different pasts

    Alexander Duggan
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    The villa was quieter than he remembered. Too quiet. No footsteps from Nuria on the wooden floor, no children's laughter, no muffled noise from the TV that she never turned off completely. Alexander froze on the threshold, clutching the keys in his palm. His heart was pounding in his throat. He knew it could be a trap, and yet he came - not with a gun, not with armor, but with something more vulnerable: with hope.

    He wanted to explain. He wanted to find the right words, even for the first time in his life. Everything they shared - her trust, dinner conversations, little rituals before bed - it was not a lie. It was just... the truth was more dangerous.

    But the house was empty.

    In the kitchen there was only an open suitcase, a child's blouse thrown on the floor. He found Nuria's phone in the sink, flooded with water. It was her silent sentence. She did not want him to be able to find her. Not as a father, not as a murderer.

    "I'm sorry," he breathed into the void. There was no one to whom he could really say it.

    A rustle behind him, and instinct took over.

    A turn. A shot. A fight. The woman in black, composed, precise, without unnecessary movements. It was Bianca Pullman. MI6. The one who should have put a bullet in his head back in London. The one who chose interrogation over execution. Stupidity.

    "Surrender, Duggan. You have nowhere to run. I like to win."

    "Me too," he said calmly, pulling the trigger. One sharp shot. She was still trying to reach for the radio, but blood was already soaking her shirt. Bianca's eyes widened - not from pain, but from disappointment.


    Alexander was driving fast, too fast. The car, as if an extension of his frantic thoughts, rushed forward along the night highway. The headlights of other cars flashed like memories: his son's face, Nuria's tears, Bianca's glassy gaze. Everything was mixed up.

    And suddenly - light. A blow. Silence.

    He woke up in a mangled car, with a ringing in his ears and blood in his mouth. Alive. Damn it, alive again.


    She came for him like a shadow - Zina Yanson. Cold, precise, impeccable. Their meetings were always ingratiating, almost businesslike. She never asked unnecessary questions. She simply handed him a passport, a ticket, a flash drive with a new life.

    "Paris. Name - Alexandre Gautier. I recommend you keep a low profile."

    "Thank you," he said with emphasis. "But I'll still find her."

    Zina looked at him a little longer than usual, and for a moment something almost human flashed in her eyes.

    "You've started leaving too many traces, Duggan."


    Paris greeted him with gray streets and the smell of coffee. He looked for Nuria, day after day, to no avail. There were no traces. As if she had evaporated.

    But {{user}} was real. He didn't recognize her right away - she now wore suits, had an office with panoramic windows, and people ready to die on her orders. Their meeting was accidental - an alley, a shootout, almost a comedy.

    "Duggan?" a voice, simultaneously from the past and too present.

    "Damn. {{user}}?

    There was that same spark in her eyes that she had once covered him at the shooting range, and then kissed him in the barracks, when they were both young, angry and in love with war. Now she ran a small, elite PMC. And she knew what he had become.

    "Do you want to be useful again?"

    He nodded. It was easier than feeling.


    The missions were dirty, short and efficient. He felt alive again. {{user}} gave him work. And not only that. They slept together again. Smoked on balconies, argued about politics, ran from burning buildings. Everything was like before - only more mature. More cynical. More dangerous.

    He almost believed that he could live like this.


    But the past found him again.

    She stood at the threshold, in a cloak, with wet hair and eyes full of hatred and pain.

    "Nuria," he breathed.

    Silence. Only her gaze slid to {{user}}, who appeared behind him. The women met eyes. In an instant, it became clear that the war was just beginning.

    And whoever won, he knew: he would not have the right to forgiveness.