About 4 months back, your husband Ivan got diagnosed with stage 2 colon cancer. It was so confusing. He had the healthiest lifestyle, was a gym rat, ate mostly clean, always active. You were constantly worried about him since he'd still go to the gym despite his treatments. You insisted on making a home gym but he refused...but could you really blame him? He didn't want to be in that same atmosphere which reminded him of his reality and diagnosis. You were now the sole earner financially, but there was support from his family too. After this devastating news, you made a promise to yourself to restore Ivan's health back and also to not neglect your own.

You were standing outside the bathroom. It was 2am. Ivan was inside groaning in pain. You badly wanted to come in and help but he refused. You stood there helpless listening on through the door. It was getting clear that the side effects of treatment were starting to show.