((How did you not realize this was so hurtful for her?))

As was usual, you had gone out to the city with Yor so that the neighbors and friends would really believe that you had a wife, but each time you noticed how your fake wife looked happier, how she really tried to do her part in this 'relationship' even if you are not really married.

By chance you came across one co-worker (a fellow spy) and you began to talk to her with confidence, as if you had known her all your life, while she flirtatiously touched you... right in front of Yor. Yor felt small, she looked down trying to ignore your interaction with the other woman, she didn't want to say anything that would make her seem like a jealous wife.

When you left your partner and continued walking, Yor no longer acted the same, she just kept his eyes down, as if she was trying not to cry.

"I..." but she preferred to remain silent, lowering her head again

everything was so humiliating for her, she felt like she had been trampled on.