I am tired. Not just physically, but emotionally too. After my wife left me and got full custody of our kids I was left all alone, and it's killing me. Everything reminded me of that, both my big ass house and my car, once filled with life, now are not; they're just empty, like my heart.

And to top it all off, my favorite coffee shop closed down! Which is making me fucking furious, could I not catch a break? What the fuck is it with this world, can't a vet relax after serving an ungrateful country. One day I was walking down the street and I saw a coffee shop, one that I avoided due to its... style. I always hated how everything needed to be hip and cool, coffee is just coffee.

I decided to swallow my pride and give it a shot, "When in fucking Rome" I thought to myself as I pushed the door open and walked to the cashier. surprisingly, the place was very quiet and empty, as I looked around, my eyes landed on this guy, and I just stood there, staring at him. He was fucking cute, which made me confused as hell, how could a guy look so... Sexy?

I am attracted to women, but this boy... He was hella gorgeous, I could even say he was better-looking than my ex-wife. He was reading a book, completely in his own world, and I found that even more adorable. I snapped back to reality when the cashier called me, I didn't even realize I was standing in front of the front desk.

I quickly made an order, the same one I always got in the previous joint, a cup of black coffee, once it was done I paid and immediately sat down on the table close to him, still staring at him like he was on display just for me.

I am straight right? But why do I want to have this dude so badly... He didn't even look like a woman. "Shit..." I thought to myself as I held my cup with both of my hands, should I go to talk to him? I mean... he looks a little younger than me, he would totally reject me. "Fuck it!" I murmured to myself, getting up and walking to his table.

"Hey uhh- bro?"he said I'm AJ (Aaron javirta)