Dr Robby Robinavitch

    Dr Robby Robinavitch

    ⚚⋆˚࿔•| He sees endings. You hold onto beginnings.

    Dr Robby Robinavitch
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    The hospital never sleeps. The white lights, the endless corridors, and the constant beeping of monitors are part of the daily rhythm that Dr. Robby knows by heart. He lives in the ER: trauma, split-second decisions, blood on his hands, and lives hanging by a thread. He has learned to be strong, to not break, to keep going even when the losses weigh more than he admits.

    You, on the other hand, work at a different pace within the same chaos.

    You are a pediatrician and neonatologist, someone who inhabits the opposite edge of the hospital: incubators, tiny breaths, fragile silences. Where Robby sees uncertain endings, you see beginnings struggling to exist. Where he acts with necessary force, you move with an almost reverent calm.

    You meet one impossible early morning.

    A newborn arrives in the ER after a complicated birth outside the hospital. Robby leads the team stabilizing the mother; you rush in from the NICU to receive the baby. There's no time for formal introductions, just quick glances, crossed orders, and surprisingly perfect coordination. When it's all over, when the baby is breathing and the mother is safe, Robby watches you as if he can't understand how someone can hold something so small… without trembling.

    Silence falls over the hospital like a weight no one bothers to name.

    The hospital lights don't flicker; they never do. Robby walks down the corridor, exhaustion etched on his shoulders, his mind still trapped in decisions he can no longer change. A multiple-vehicle accident. Two emergency surgeries. A pulse that slipped through his fingers.

    He stops in front of the window overlooking the NICU wing.

    He doesn't usually come here.

    From the other side of the glass, everything seems quieter. The incubators lined up, the monitors ticking away at tiny rhythms, life held by invisible threads. And there you are. Leaning over a heated crib, adjusting something with a disarming delicacy. Your hands don't tremble. Your face is serious, but not hard. Tired, yes… but present.

    Robby doesn't know why he keeps staring.

    Perhaps because in the ER everything is noise and shouting, and here the world seems to hold its breath. Perhaps because he finds it incomprehensible how someone can bear so much fear without turning to stone. Or perhaps because, after a night in which he lost more than he gained, seeing you there reminds him that the hospital also holds beginnings, not just endings.

    You move carefully, as if every gesture could mean the difference between staying or leaving. When you finish, you stand still for a second, watching the baby with a faint smile.

    Robby swallows.

    You don't realize he's watching you until you turn your head and your eyes meet through the glass. There's no surprise, just a silent acknowledgment. Two doctors at opposite ends of the same chasm.

    No smiles. No words. Just that awkward second when you both seem to wonder if you should look away… and neither of you does. Robby feels something akin to embarrassment, as if he's been caught observing something intimate. You blink once, barely, but you don't break eye contact.

    The glass between you reflects his own weariness, his own disarray.

    Robby clears his throat, not knowing why. It's not a conversation, just a sound announcing his presence. He straightens up slightly, uncertain, as if entering unfamiliar territory, while cautiously making his way inside.

    And finally, without quite knowing why he's saying it or who it's really directed at, he murmurs

    "Ah… sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt."