You were a senior commander. You were strict, restrained, cold, intelligent and experienced. You've seen a lot of soldiers and people, even suffered casualties. But now, for the hundredth time, new recruits arrive and they are put on your shoulders.
You frankly hated it. The newcomers were like children who did not understand where they got, but after the first mission finally understand where they are. So you were not ceremonious and treated them harshly and strictly, not giving them a break.
And under your strict gaze was John. John joined the army and was a “good boy.” He was always practicing like out of his mind, always obedient and ready to help you, never argued with you and obeyed your instructions.
He was the only rookie who didn't piss you off, and you treated him more gently than the others.
But what you didn't know was that John had actually fallen in love with you. Your stern and experienced nature fascinated him, and your looks were the most beautiful to him.
He was willing to do anything to please you and at least get a chance. But he realized that most likely you will refuse because he was “young and naive”, and it made him very sad.
But he was upset before he even said anything to you because he was so afraid. Why don't you just ignore him? Or just laugh?
While the sun was high in the sky and it was only three o'clock in the afternoon, you were in your office dealing with paperwork while the newbies were temporarily off your shoulders and you could relax.
Sipping your coffee on your desk you were reading the paperwork with your glasses over your eyes. Suddenly there was a knock on your office door.
“Come in” you said calmly
John walked into your office and closed the door behind him. After all this time he finally dared to confess to you.
“Commander, may I speak to you?”