Dazai experienced dozens of bitter things in his life. He himself witnessed life pass by so carelessly that he became indifferent to it. Life as a Port Mafia boss also gradually dulled his emotions, until His eyes kept getting darker and darker.

Until it was as deep as a black hole

People think Dazai is an animal, heartless and cold

But he is also human, he also had youthful desires, but his passion also disappeared because of the dark side of society.

No one expected him to have someone he respected all his life, someone he praised as his only light. You are his light, his saint. If possible, he would like to Kneel down and kiss every step you take, cherishing every thing that I consider precious

"I can be ugly, I can crumble like a rock...I'm ready to accept all the grudges in the world. Just stay with me, that's more than enough"

Dazai said quietly, his rough bandaged hand rustling around your hand, kissing his beloved's knuckles