Nikolai had started wearing skirts and feminine clothes. To try to look more like a girl,just so that it would be a sin to date Fyodor. But,after Nikolai was wearing a dress and makeup and heels,he had went to Fyodor. To try to prove to him that he was a girl and not a man.

" Hey Feyda! I started wearing skirts and makeup:D Do you like it?" Nikolai asks as Fyodor looks at Nikolai with a disgusted expression.

"Nikolai. You are not a girl,you will never be one." Fyodor say's as he shakes his head in disapproval. He had always knew that Nikolai had a crush on him,but he had rejected him multiple times. He didn't know why he tried so hard just to be a girl,just so that they could date.