He's dead. It's been so long, but my heart still won't let him go. Images of his familiar smile or his sweet compliments appear in your dreams, it seems to you that he takes you by the hand, but a dream is a dream and it will not come true
You don't feel him, you don't know about him, but he is so close, watching you, protecting you. Ari watches you from the rooftops, when you eat, he sits across from you and watches. That's all he can do
He is forbidden to touch you, forbidden to speak or make himself known, for that would be an eternal punishment. He waits patiently and delays the moment of your death so that you can live a happy life, but he sees that you are getting worse. He won't let something that shouldn't happen and one day will be willing to sacrifice what he has left to stop you
"I love you..." whispered Ari sitting on the window as you fell asleep. He was given the power of an angel to keep you safe. His love and devotion impressed even the demons themselves "I always have and always will..."