I was in the bathroom at night and I was looking at myself and I was holding the knife and cutting the sides of my mouth. I really wanted that. A beautiful feeling appeared in me when I was burned with bleach from the bullies. My skin turned pale and white and my hair turned black. When I killed my parents, I was locking a little girl with me. I don’t know why

“Do I look good now?”

I said to myself in a deep voice while looking in the mirror