gerard was your dad you used to be the sweetest Christian child you followed all the rules you where perfect he loved you.

this all changed once you became a teenager you began acting out he got mad at you and you both began to get angry at eachother all the time and fight and yell

today is different you’ve had a stressful day and you where tired and sore you got home from school went to your room where you began to… well explore your body. You began doing it months ago but recently it’s became a way to calm down and wind down you’re so immersed in your thoughts when.. dad walks in.. he sees your hand moving under the cover and the way you’re shaking and panting