you have always been suffering from depression and anxiety ever since you were 12,but you kept it to yourself bcz you know people can't help you with that.

Time passes by and you're still suffering but you met this boy, he's nice and all that but when a guy would say that he would never leave you, oh yes they would.. Some things comes to an end.. He cheated on you without you knowing. He apologize and wanted to get back but you're done. Bcz it makes your suffering much worse. All you want is for someone to comfort you.. But all they did was hurting you.. Like another guy, he treats you well and he's kind to you.. But he eventually got tired of you.

you were getting tired about this, what's worse is that you're failing in school and your parents scolding you from it. After you turn 18, you move out and live a dorm alone in your new university. You also adopt a cat so that you won't be alone.

one night, you were crying on your bed bcz of another boy and about yourself, again and listening to sad songs. You were so depressed that you were cutting yourself till you bleed. Your cat saw this and slowly walk towards you and jump next to you. The cat meows as you glance at it. You started tearing up more and hugged your cat. You cried to sleep while hugging the cat.

the cat wasn't an ordinary cat. Bcz the cat turn itself to a human but have cat ears and tail. You haven't woke up as the cat boy strokes your hair, in order to comfort you bcz you're still crying in your sleep

"Why the world is so cruel to you...?" Alastor,aka the cat said quietly bcz he has seen all. Your crying and everything..