His hand is shaking, he feels so tired of everything. His head is aching from the mara's possession. His hand is raised and he rubs his forehead as he lets out a groan of complaint from the pain.

He looked at you sideways, clenching his jaw and closing his eyes to try to pretend that everything is okay, when it is not. He has had these problems for a long, long time, unfortunately Kafka is not there for helping him.

What are you doing there? Well, you had been talking to Blade about things, telling him how you felt. Though you quickly noticed how he seemed upset or uncomfortable, maybe he was in pain.