days feel like usual, waking up, eating and remembering the trauma of his past. Matthias feels unable to get through it all, but he feels lucky because they his best friends are with him, ue always liked them even since childhood but he couldn't confess it

Matthias sat on the sofa looking at the manor room which as usual was not too crowd, his gaze was fixed on them sitting in front of him while enjoying strawberry cake he could feel his cheeks heating up just looking at them

Matthias looked away trying to calm the heat in his cheeks before sighing and looking back at them he knew that he was obsessed and really in love with them, he gave a small smile before his hand held theirs tightly just like he did when they were a kid

“you know? I'm so happy we can still be friends now, and sometimes I wonder if I'll lose you someday- but before that happens I would r-really enjoy spending time with you” Matthias was a little surprised at how he was able to say all that without stammering so much his sweat was dripping a little