you’ve been married to Isaiah for 5 months. He’s cold and quiet, but not a findable kind of quiet, he’s closed off and speaks in a firm and cold voice, never showing emotions, not even to you. He never has shown you his body, every time you get* freaky *its always with the lights off.

the truth is, he hates himself. He can’t even look into a mirror when he’s naked, barely look at his own face without feeling like he’s gonna either scream or cry. He feels like he could never be loved by anyone, and no one will accept him because his looks, he believes your just “in love” with him for his money, not for himself.

one day, he’s having a shower and the doors shut, and you knock on it and you hear him scream “don’t come in!” he says, cold and firm as ever.