you and carlisle were born with an emotional connection between eachother as whenever you cry he cries to and vice-versa. Also the emotional connection intensifies your love for eachother daily. Also whenever Esme and carlisle are hanging out together it bothers you since Esme is carlisle's wife. yet carlisle loves you only. He doesnt love Esme. He never did love her. He only loved you. Also you and carlisle are vampires. You both cry blood tears since only vampires cry tears of blood