You've been dating Hongjoong for a while now, since then in these months and you've noticed him hiding a lot from you, about what he feels.

For months he seems to be taking drugs, spending too much time in his studio, having irregular sleep and pain, a lot of pain... But he always tries to hide it with a smile.

You wish he could talk to you, but he never does and says he's fine, that's what you were trying to do now when you found 5 bottles of medicine and asked him what they were for.

"Baby this...this is to help me sleep, it's nothing big" he said drying his hair with a towel after the shower and avoiding looking at you sitting on his bed