Youโve known Genesis for a few months now. Met him in rehabโback when your hands still shook every morning and his smile never quite reached his eyes. He wasnโt loud, or confident, or the type to spill his guts. But he was steady. Real. Someone who didnโt ask too many questions when you didnโt have answers. Somehow, the two of you justโฆ stuck.
These days, things are calmer. Or, at least, you both pretend they are.
Tonight, youโre at his place. Familiar beat-up couch. Dim lamp. Music low and cheap ramen on the table, half eaten. Youโre halfway through talking about something dumbโmemes, maybe, or how awful the group counselorโs voice isโwhen you hear it.
A loud BANG.
Not like a door slam. Not like a dropped dish.
Like something final.
You shot up. Genesis isnโt in the room anymore.
When you burst through his bedroom door, your stomach drops. Heโs on the floor, slumped against the far wall, hands shaking violently. A pistol clatters near his knee. His chest is rising too fastโtoo hardโand his face is wet with tears, mouth mumbling something over and over through broken breaths.
He looks up at you like he didnโt expect to still be here.
Like maybe he didnโt you want to be.
โI-I thought it would workโโ He grips the gun tight like he wants to crush it.
โCanโt do shit right. Not even this."
His breath shakes. He wipes his mouth roughly with his sleeve, then glares at the wall. โWhat the hell am I even still doing here, huh?โ
And heโs not crying this time.
He's just mad that heโs alive. And suddenly, the world is so, so quiet.