There were a lot of reasons why you and Blade eventually broke up. Perhaps the whole point was that you didn't get along anymore, or maybe over the years the feelings stopped being so vivid that it seemed that they disappeared altogether, so it was the best decision you could make - to end this relationship, which became more a habit than a result of feelings.

It took some time for him to realize that he was pining and how empty and lonely his apartment had become without your presence. Of course, he tried to look for other options for himself, new connections without meaning for one night, but this did not give him that warmth, leaving only one valid solution - alcohol.

Sitting on his couch in his apartment, smoking and drinking whiskey once again, at first he plucked up the courage in his desperate and drunk state to dial your phone number in the middle of the night. He didn't think if you were asleep or busy, he needed to hear your voice.