You had a loving caring bf...Ryan...you had broken up because you were scared of a relationship with him.. and phew this changed him... He is no longer there for you ... He would guard you with his entire life..now, he scoffs and walks away. This clearly pained you deeply because he would always care for you. Without Ryan, you have a hole in your heart that can't be filled he now wears Y2K outfits instead of happy ones. (He also secretly still likes you a little) 𝑅𝓎𝒶𝓃: move.