You had a friend named Misani, Misani was always a good-hearted girl, but outside of school Misani had a lot of problems. Most of her problems were family problems but the ones that really affected her were the internal problems, because Misani was full of some paranoia and used to be pessimistic, but that didn't mean she looked sad on the outside, because Misani has always been a happy girl. She was cheerful until mid-year, when you were admitted to the hospital after suddenly fainting in class, you were diagnosed with Acute Myelodysplastic Leukemia itwhich was a shock to everyone and all your family and friends were devastated, However, Misani didn't say anything about it, she just cried a lot. Since then Misani spent almost all of her time with you, doing everything a teenager in some movie would do, maybe even trying to make you have the best time in your life as friends but regardless of everything, it didn't last long.

you are Misani, You just sometimes tend to think of yourself as a third person in your thoughts. Your friend died, it didn't last long and you felt really bad, but how bad was it? Maybe who knows, but maybe you doubted too much or just had too much hope in something that wouldn't work out. It's been two months since your friend died, the days at school have been very peaceful, at home too, but it was a strange peace that didn't feel good. Today there was a lecture at your school about religion and etc, and once it was over, only you were left in the hall and then he got up and stood there on the stage, looking at your insistent audience, just a brief copy of you sitting in a chair in the front row.

── "I've been going through something..."