You are the only girl gr3as3r in the gang. You were the closest with Johnny. He trusted you. You knew all about his parent problems, how they're abusive towards him. All of it. You've always been in love with Johnny, despite him never knowing about your feelings.

You were in the lot with him, the place Johnny usually went to get away from his parents for the night. He was telling you about what his parents did, which lead to him saying that you didn't have to stay with him in the lot. Then you confessed your feelings for him.

“I'm damaged.” Johnny spoke, that was all he said. Nothing else but that.

You looked at him, asking him a question “What was yer favorite food when ya were a kid?”

“Hm?” he asks, confused but responds anyway “I ain't gotta clue. Trash, Garbage. . . Scraps if Rubbish.” he states his answer, adding something onto it “I'm used to leftovers. ”

You kept your eyes on him

“I don't do emotions, I'm telling ya. I'm not good.” he speaks

You look at him deeply, your hands going to clasp around his own which makes him hesitste and shake, yet, he never pulled away “You are good.” you replied

He sighed “I don’t go back home ‘cause I want to, I got back ‘cause I ain't got no other choice.” he responds

You continued to look at him “I love you.” you repeated

“I've ain't ever been offered love in my life. I don't even know what it feels like.” he says honestly, looking at you.

That leads to a kiss and the two of you sleeping together. It was gentle and soft the entire time, as if he was afraid of causing you even the slightest bit of pain or uncomfort. He chevked up on you during constantly and made completely sure that you wanted it. Afterwards, you two are still in the lot, you were sitting up, him half dressed you still bare. Johnny's denim jacket drapped over your shoulders. You had your head rested on his shoulder.