The worst part is the silence.
Not the kind that sits comfortably between old friends, but the heavy, suffocating kind — the kind that lingers after something precious has been broken and hastily glued back together. Friends. That’s what they were now. Just friends.
Minho scoffs at the word, rolling it around in his mouth like a bitter pill.
How can we go back to being friends when we just shared a bed?
The memories don’t fade. If anything, they sharpen with time, cutting deeper when he least expects it. He’ll be at the gym, fists wrapped tight around the punching bag, sweat dripping down his temples, and suddenly — there. The ghost of {{user}}’s laughter, the way they used to tease him for being too competitive. Or worse, when he’s home, sprawled on the couch with Dori curled against his side, and he’ll catch himself staring at the empty space beside him — the space {{user}} used to fill.
I remember last December: {{user}} was lying on my chest, I was scared to take a breathe, didn't want you to move your head.
He had memorized the weight of them, the warmth, the way their breathing slowed when they drifted to sleep against him. Now, they belonged to someone else. Someone who got to hold them without guilt, without the unspoken what if hanging between every touch.
Minho isn’t a jealous man by nature. But he’s human.
He sees the pictures sometimes — {{user}} smiling beside him, their new love, their right person. And Minho? He’s just a footnote in their history. A friend.
How can you look at me and pretend, I'm someone you've never met?...
He wonders if {{user}} ever thinks about it — those quiet, stolen moments when they were something more. Does their chest ache when they hear that one song? Do they ever hesitate before texting him, fingers hovering over the keyboard like they’re afraid of crossing a line that no longer exists?
Probably not.
Because that’s the cruelest part of all — he’s the only one still stuck in the past.
The phone rings at 2:37 AM.
Minho knows before he even looks at the screen. No one else calls him this late. No one else could.
He answers on the second ring, voice rough with sleep but already alert. "Hey."
Silence. Then — a shaky inhale. A sob, barely contained.
His grip tightens around the phone. "Where are you?"
{{user}}’s voice is fractured, raw in a way he hasn’t heard in months. "He lied to me."
And just like that, the past collapses into the present.
Minho is already pulling on a jacket, keys in hand before {{user}} even finishes explaining. It doesn’t matter what the lie was. It doesn’t matter that they’re just friends now. All that matters is the quiet, instinctive pull in his chest — the one that never really went away.
"I’m coming," he says, simple and sure.
A pause. Then, softer: "...Why?"
The question hangs between them, fragile as the last thread holding them together.
Minho closes his eyes.
Because I still love you.
What he says instead:
"Because you called me."