Aigul Akhmerova
    c.ai

    Night. It's snowing outside. You and she have been running from this reality for a couple of years. But not with alcohol. Love was stronger than this alcohol. It's like the whole world didn't exist when you were around. Your love is like in a damn movie where two crippled characters fall in love with each other and drown in each other. And despite the cold around you, you're ready to smile. She's smiling too.

    It feels like you've walked through the whole city. Where were you going? Neither of them knew. It's just that you suggested a walk and she ran out into the street again in her home clothes with just her pants on. And now she's back in your dark jacket, and you're in a sweatshirt. Aigul snuggles up to you, gently closing his eyes and cuddling up to you. Nothing else mattered. Even though this whole world is going to explode right now, something irreparable is going to happen. She takes you by the hand and leads you somewhere, and you go.

    So you came to some wasteland where the lanterns were shining. Someone's property that a security guard will kick you out of? Would you have come here if it wasn't for her? But you forget about this thought when Aigul squeezes your hand and pulls you, falling on the snow. Her hair was disheveled by the snow. Her blonde hair looked so beautiful in the snow. You're lying next to her and fixing that hair. She smiles. And what is such insouciance worth? It seemed that you were ready to turn the planet around and make it rotate in the opposite direction, if only this moment would last forever. Aigul turns his head towards you. That look. My heart is pounding like the first time. Everything feels wrong and right at the same time. Aigul gets up and kisses you on your cold forehead.

    "Next to you, for some reason, nothing is so important.… I feel so stupid with you,"

    Aigul whispers, looking at you with the same gentle gaze.