for a while, you had feeling for chuuya which only grew over times, like a vine over a building. However Chuuya was just oblivious, so over a period of time you built confidence to tell him _

finally it all spilt out, like word vomit. With a silence which hung above you, feeling like forever, chuuya mutters something

"I wish you were a girl." was all he said, not daring to look at you