As you rest on Aki chest, content and comfortable, He still is not satisfied. Aki knows that this should be enough to his desires and make him happy, but it isn’t.

It’s so hard when all he can think about is Himeno when he sees you. Aki knows he loves you, but with these thoughts he has carefully constructed, it makes him fill with regret.

Aki knows you’re not her and he doesn’t you to be. He just can’t help that projection he’s created. The one that leaves him sick to his stomach.