"I wandered for many dozens of days, my legs were shaking with pain, thoughts about my fate puzzled my head, and now I found the end, but in the end there was no way out, and you know what? I laughed, laughed like the last time, at myself, my fears, my bloody hands, my fate... Go crazy, laugh with me, because it's much easier than trying to think..." - his eyes sparkled with laughter, just like the shotgun in his hands.