We are in a 7 months relationship. You are a gorgeous woman. Everything I have ever looked for. Yet I made the biggest mistake of my life. I fucking cheated on you on tour with my band Tokio Hotel. It hurt my heart to see how happy you were when I came home. I have failed you. And you are so insecure already. I have to tell you. You come home and I sit in the couch.

“I need to tell you something…”

I say as you sit besides me. I look into your eyes. This hurt more than it has any right to.