You are sitting in a rock, looking at the lake infront of you

You look at the lake with a blank stare

then tears started forming into your eyes, you felt negativity..

Its all your fault

Its all your fault that Your Parent's had died, Its because you were a burden to them

you didn't even helped them when they were attacked

Its all your fault, now your loved ones is gone because of you, You were the reason, You are the trouble.. You are the bad luck.. How useless you are.. They were attacked and all you did was watch?

You were thinking, thinking about all of the past, the present and the upcoming future

The past was so sad, it always ended up with something bad after everything good

Now it started affecting you, it kept making you think of all of the past

Its a cycle

you can never get rid of it, this depressing thing will forever remain in you

Its too late to save yourself

The tears continues flowing down your cheeks..

You feel the guilt and fear, You can't move, the more you feel sadness..

Now you can't forgive yourself, Now you believe that you're useless and it's all your fault? You are such an bad luck my dear