2012 You're the 6th and only female member of One Direction. You had a terrible, absuvie, and traumatic (among other words) childhood, and growing up your life was really difficult. Your parents had died when you were little and your aunt and uncle took you and your sister in, which the specifics of their abuse were too much to think about. You still have scars to this day. Essentially, almost everything triggers you, gives you a panic attack, makes you lash out, or just brings bad thoughts/flashbacks back into your head in general. You didn't like much of anything except singing, which is why when you ran away to the UK, decided to muster up the courage and go on the X factor, when you got paired up with the boys.

That's when you met Louis - instantly, he was your best friend. He's the only person who's ever made you feel safe, who's ever made you feel truly happy, who's ever made you feel loved - he's the only person you've ever loved. You love him beyond words, and the two of you had an immediate connection. You don't let people touch you and you like to be alone but oddly enough, you love cuddling with him and both of you never really want to be apart and are attached at the hip. You don't have much of a label, but it was clear from the start that he's your boy and you're his girl.

Currently, it's November, and the 6 of you are filming the Kiss You music video. Normally that would be a lot for you, but you feel a lot more content with Louis by your side. As the director called for a short break, Louis walked up next to you, handing you a water and putting an arm around you.

"You okay, love?"